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Thinspo Perfect. if u purge like and hour, hell sometimes even 45 minutes after a meal.. the fat is already in you.

aka useless

ps how old r u

[Klaxon]
2008-10-21 18:53:37

Thinspo WORKS pictures girl eating the marshmellows with tears in her eyes is beautiful!! she is in my ana journal in a book. [lildarkshadow] 2008-05-18 00:02:56

Thinspo/ FAT definition of thinspo: YOUR SECRET WEAPON! the thing you need when your feeling week. pictures upon pictures of beautifully thin girls you want to be like[lildarkshadow] 2008-05-17 23:59:30

Goals man i know how that goes, i wanna move out so i can keep the fridge and pantry empty and not tempt myself.  it would be great to not have food in the house:) ah! food is  vile! dont forget that. [lildarkshadow] 2008-05-17 23:56:36

I'm new, how do I barf?

its true that barfing does a lot of damage. barfing wont make you loose as much wieght as you want to. i choose to skip out on food all together. i know you try that too and its hard and when you do fail you want to barf. do it as sparingly as possible and start up on some laxitives. its a whole lot easyer to swollow some pills then it is to stick your finger down your throat. i do barf too sometimes but you dont want to do it too often or it will hurt you bad. try not to eat. and when you screw up (it happens) eat laxies

check me out:) love brookeWink

[lildarkshadow]
2008-05-17 23:48:47

Gorgeous Girl

woah.

shes

BEAUTIFUL.

:)

we'll be like that one day!

Lovess

Hellarockstar

[HellaRockstar]
2008-05-12 08:37:29

Gorgeous Girl She has a cute bra Mr. Green[Charrollette] 2008-04-16 04:52:01

Thinspo Perfect. that last picture just looks disgusting. not just her but why did they put her in that outfit? it's so unattractive and does not compliment her body at all. how've you been doing?
[gratefulXdanger]
2008-04-06 20:22:36

Gorgeous Girl That's...lots of diet and exercise![ArmyNatlGrdGrlfrnd] 2008-04-02 01:11:47

Thinspo WORKS pictures I love the pictures. Can I add you as a friend?

Zaria~

[skinnyzaria]
2008-03-31 23:55:13

Thinspo WORKS pictures

yay you did it Razz

really good pics!

Beautiful girls!

- Steph x

[HellaRockstar]
2008-03-31 06:09:21

Thinspo WORKS pictures

yes. but.

if you click on the link, you can see other pics

so its all good.

good thinspo!!!!

- Steph x 

[HellaRockstar]
2008-03-30 16:21:34

thinspo pictures!

Well being 14 i don't think your BMI is right

meaning you probably have a bit lower BMI than it says you are

but anyway im not too sure on that...

you should use a toothbrush handle...brings it up quicker and more i think

cause you can get it down more and its wider!

anyway, keep me updated, but i may not be on much from tues-sat.

:) im here all night though!

- Steph x

[HellaRockstar]

2008-03-30 16:13:48

BMI YOU HAVE THE SAME BMI AS ME!
omgsh i so know how you feel....
but im heading to 300 cals a day
then in 2 weeks time 200
and then a month 100
and then in 6 weeks... none.
i don't purge due to the fact it gives me sore throat
and i can't do it.
i'd rather starve..
loves.

- Steph x[HellaRockstar]
2008-03-30 16:00:39

thinspo pictures!

even housework & gardening burns calories dont worry

and thanks for the tip babe :)

x

[iwantperfection]
2008-03-30 15:56:32

thinspo pictures! UHHGGGGG it's not working god danm how dumb am i[TheAbbyProject] 2008-03-30 15:47:15

thinspo pictures!

Hey

yeah course i'll be your friend!

:) we need to be strong and stick together

look at my profile and add me on messenger if you have it

if not we'll just talk here!

''Only beauty can come from this pain''

- Steph x

[HellaRockstar]
2008-03-30 15:40:23

thinspo pictures!

ummm what should i use to get the pictures on...?

because i tried tinypic.com and that doesn't work.

[TheAbbyProject]
2008-03-30 15:25:17

Quick Advice Please chicky... If it takes you that long to barf, your body really doesn't want to do it. and it seems like you don't want to either. i hate puking. but i try to whenever i eat too much and want it OUT. but i can't. so... if you really don't like ur body and want to get thinner i'd suggest just eat less if you can. and don't beat yourself up if you do eat a little more. it takes time to get thinner, eating or not eating. i understand it's hard to just learn to love ur body so if you can't, try and make a body you can love. just don't kill yourself trying.
<3
thx for the comment and i usually end up being kind of a therapist to my friends so i can do that for u too if u want. everyone needs a place to vent.

[gratefulXdanger]
2008-03-14 15:02:09

Quick Advice Please ok don't thats my advice.

and thanks for the comment!

horses4ever909
(A.KA. maddie)

[horses4ever909]
2008-03-04 18:08:02

Quick Advice Please

I have to agree with everyone else. Purging is not the way to lose weight. Take care of yourself.

Chad

P.S. Thank you for your comment. I'm still going to keep searching for the right church.

[GhostWalker]
2008-02-24 19:25:18

Quick Advice Please If you are talking about "purging" or throwing up, don't do that. And if you have bulimia, I strongly advise you to get treated for it.

Eating disorders are dangerous and can be fatal. So please get help if you are binge eating, purging or trending toward anorexia.

~SA


[sexualadvisor]
2008-02-24 19:20:28

Quick Advice Please Honestly, I wouldnt worry too much. It's far healthier to work it off safely than to throw it up. Throwing it up will not help you feel better. Just make you feel worse. Be careful. [EmotionalSplatter] 2008-02-24 18:48:14

Quick Advice Please I say don't throw up. From your other entries I've read it does sound like you have an eating disorder. Only 200 calories and hour? You should be having 500 per meal and then 250 per snack. Thats what a normal person eats. Don't think your fat. God made you the way you are and he loves you exactly like you are right now. God didn't make junk. If you need any advice please just tell me.[Natash] 2008-02-24 18:38:51

Thinspo/ FAT whoops dont think that worked...in any case, just google thinspo on images and you'll see :D
[vampiricsyrren]
2008-02-22 01:14:08

BMI If you're under or 19 go here. http://apps.nccd.cdc.gov/dnpabmi/Calculator.aspx

You're probably using the wrong bmi thing for your age. This one is also asks more questions than most do so you might get a closer answer.

[shadowsspit]
2008-02-22 01:13:31

Thinspo/ FAT i'm sorry that totally sucks! bleh. you should've just told her how you felt... you may look good to her, but you dont feel all that great on the inside.
thinspo=thinspiration = uber skinny gorgeous girls.
ex:
<a href="http://s58.photobucket.com/albums/g250/Nighthunteress/thinspo/?action=view&current=V237720.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i58.photobucket.com/albums/g250/Nighthunteress/thinspo/V237720.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a>

[vampiricsyrren]
2008-02-22 01:09:39

"Call Me" Yes I Did.
Thank You Very Much.
:][XDoneWithTheFakenesX]
2008-02-20 17:17:13

"Call Me" Ok first i'm 13 not 15. And i'm not an expert, but i think 20-28 BMI is the healthy range. I'm not sure what my BMI is.
And congradulations i hope you have fun at the movies with this guy.

<3 Kayla

[LiptonLife]
2008-02-20 14:32:35

"Call Me" Congrats and good luck at the movies. Mr. Green
[Sageofnothing]
2008-02-19 23:07:20

Goals i never eat much either. i skip lunch everyday and im not fat or skinny...im just never hungry so i know what u mean. i dont know about the throwing up part. but goals are good. its good you know what you want to do im happy for you. i hate it when people force things on you like food or anything. but yea. ive bugged you enough.[ImNOTok] 2008-02-19 22:47:09

BMI

Trust me, you'd only want to live here for a few days before heading back home! Mr. Green It's beautiful for the first month, and then....Mad You get the idea.

[LadyDragonEternal]
2008-02-19 21:18:42

BMI 22.1 BMI isn't bad at all. Please don't limit your calories to under 1,000 that could end up really bad. Trust me, please just eat normally and excersise lots if you want to lose weight! Just be careful!

<3 Kayla

[LiptonLife]
2008-02-19 19:23:25

N/A Nobody likes me... comments??[TheAbbyProject] 2008-02-19 19:18:14

I'm new, how do I barf? Just cut down on chocolate and crisps and stuff like that although sometimes its better to give in to a craving instead of letting it linger cause most of the time, you just end up eating more if u put it off and this leads to wanting to throw up

those miniture chocolates you can get in supermarkets are great for example if ur weakness is chocolate

also, find an exercise you really enjoy and get a friend to join with you if ur worried about doing it alone. if u really love it, it wont even feel like exercise.

remember that muscle weighs more than fat so if u can, try and measure ur waist and compare these instead of using scales cause this is nearly always misleading.

unfortunatly, only weight loss schemes that take a long time to show thier effects work. quick diets are fast and easy but the weight piles back on almost immediately and you often end up weighing more than u did at the start.

you are most likely to loose weight if u dont think about it so just relax and enjoy

try and keep in mind that loosing weight wont solve any of your problems, you'll just end up depressed and ill in the end if you do anything drastic.

hope ive helped in a tiny way xxx[LoveMex]
2008-02-16 18:58:41

I'm new, how do I barf? I know it seems appealing at the moment because its so easy. you can eat all you want, whenever you want and its relatively painless...


i was bullimic a few years ago
then i started throwing up blood

turns out the acid from my stomach (which is why you get that acidy taste in your mouth, not because of the food your eating, nothings going to stop the taste) had started to destroy parts of my throat



i nearly died


please just think the next time ur making urself sick


p.s there are tonnes of studies that show you really cant loose that much weight from making yourself sick..as you said, its only been 3 pounds and i found the same thing. is it really worth it?



good luck whatever you end up doing xxx[LoveMex]
2008-02-16 18:08:10

I'm new, how do I barf?

Heyy.. If you want to lose weight, going bullemic is not the way to go. I'm sure there's someone who could help you do it in a healthy way. Having so much of the acids from your stomach making contact with your throat can cause cancers that could easlily kills you, and by puking up everything you've eating, your body won't be getting anything it needs. You'll get so much weaker than I'm sure you would like to, and if it's for looks, guys do not appreciate bullemics.

______________________________________________________________

like ^ said above she's right. Your teeth rot, your not getting enough nutrition, and the sulphuric acid is eat your body away. But if you want to kill yourself slowly but surely go right ahead.  Oh yeah quick note- if you continue you might collaspe of exhaustion or something XD.

[Original]
2008-02-16 17:57:37


 
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